12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 9: I’ve tried every which way I know to wriggle out of being who you are and I’m sorry to tell you there just ain’t no way

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I’ve tried every which way I know to wriggle out of being who you are and I’m sorry to tell you there just ain’t no way.

I’ve run out of excuses. 

There’s just no way around it.

I’m reporting for duty again.

I’m here to just commit again.

I’m here to just show up again.

I’m going back to just doing the thing again.

It’s a case of ‘and then she just DID’ again.

There’s really no other way out except THROUGH again.

The thing will built because you just DO again.

That is it.

That is the messy.

That is the raw.

That is the brutal.

That is the beautiful.

That is the truth.

And so here we are once more.

In the beauty of the void once more.

Staring down the barrel once more.

Going this is IT then God once more.

I’ll just do what it IS then God once more.

I’ll stop trying to make it about something else once more.

And I’ll just surrender once more.

To the absolutely certain known of walking forward in the great unknown of being the one who burns and just wants to burn more. Who can’t be contained, niched, strategised. Who is here to carry a living breathing thing. Who cannot do that in her own natural abilities. Who would not want to, because she wants the supernatural thing, the all in thing! But who is also human and so once again is at the drawing board again. Saying here I am again. Let’s begin again again.

There’s nothing else.

That is all of it.

There is nothing else.

Hi.

Remember –

Life is Now. Press Play!

Kat

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