Messy. Raw. Here and there and everywhere. A little bit all over the place and then BAM – ! There she goes. This is the way I flow and have ALWAYS flown (flowed? Flew?) if I’m honest and it’s also my favourite way to be. When I am IN it … in the place where …
Author: KATRINA RUTH
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 9: I’ve tried every which way I know to wriggle out of being who you are and I’m sorry to tell you there just ain’t no way
I’ve tried every which way I know to wriggle out of being who you are and I’m sorry to tell you there just ain’t no way. I’ve run out of excuses. There’s just no way around it. I’m reporting for duty again. I’m here to just commit again. I’m here to just show up again. …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 8: I think I let myself get to a certain point of success that felt like I’d proven SOMETHING, then started sliding into lowered expectation
I think I let myself get to a certain point of success that felt like I’d proven SOMETHING, then started to carefully slide into lowered expectation and a continual hedging of my dreams. Growing up I always knew I was born for more. I was 11 when I first started flicking through my Dad’s Tony …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 7: It’s Really Freaking Difficult for Me to Get My Head Around God Wanting Me to Dream MY Desires and Wants!
Is anybody else starting to feel like this 12 day series could almost be a course? Or is it just that it’s a course for me and everybody else gets to participate via my publicising of what God is working me through?! I’ll go ahead and answer that and say I fully know this is searing and healing others, …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 6: But God, How Do I Just Be?
I had nothing to write today, was not going to, was stuck in an ‘I can’t’ mode of feeling just the impending … doom. The doom of writing in order to be. The doom of showing up because I should. The doom of once again jumping through a hoop, even a little bit, and so …

