I had nothing to write today, was not going to, was stuck in an ‘I can’t’ mode of feeling just the impending … doom. The doom of writing in order to be. The doom of showing up because I should. The doom of once again jumping through a hoop, even a little bit, and so …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 5: I’ve Still Been Clinging to My Life and Ideas of Who I Need to Be
I’ve been in a wrestle on this one for years. Maybe the entire time? Do you ever stop and think back to when you were last TRULY in flow and certainty and a deep deep knowing that this is where you’re meant to be? I felt it last Sunday with my first time on stage …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 4: I Know the True Oil Only Comes From Sitting in the Fire, Yet I Have So Often Just Churned it Out
Are we enjoying this series? I know I’m enjoying writing it, but better even still I am walking TALLER writing it. I am becoming, again, who I am. You do know. Yes? That the work you’re called to do will by definition walk YOU forward into alignment and the path of right destiny? So often …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 3: I Think Extremely Highly of What I’m Called For, But Still Battle Imposter Syndrome
I don’t know what this series is becoming or even, fully, what it was meant to be about, but I honestly believe that what I’m writing here each day is healing which God wants to work through me. Definitely for me! And maybe also for you. I’ve had so many messages in the last two …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions Day 2: The Same-Sameyness of the Christian-preneur
If there’s one thing I’ve absolutely loathed since the begin of my journey in the online world, especially about 5 or 6 years in when perfectly polished and poised female coaches started to be mass produced at some kind of Find Your Niche and Flip Your Hair Factory, it’s stepford ‘preneurialisim. And I would have …

