BORED WITH TRYING TO MAKE IT WORK? THEN STOP.

Do you know what I got bored with a very long time ago?

Trying to make stuff work.

And so I just stopped?

Right away??

Don’t make me laugh!

What I did right away was pretty much the inner equivalent of belting my head relentlessly against a wall for an extended period of time and wondering why it was hurting and messy, all the while telling myself it would feel better if only I tried harder, more purposefully, or just did it right.

Then I tried harder.

Paused now and then to try and ‘figure out’ where the flow was. (Figuring out flow is never a thing ps).

Went back to trying harder.

Repeat repeat repeat BLEUGH.

And it’s not even as though I through all of that came to some sort of revelatory moment that points to my own tapped in profundity and that THAT is how I finally broke through.

I think I literally just got so tired and so OVER it all that I actually stopped caring.

Not in an ‘I’m done with everything’ sort of a way, more in a … ‘I’m done with everything I THINK it needs to be or think I need to think it needs to be’ sort of a way.

Ya know?

Sometimes when you finally stop pushing. Running. Or bashing your head and will against a wall you are APPARENTLY not actually going to get through. You can look up and see the simple clear obvious ‘there it is’ thing in front of you.

And maybe it was the thing that was obvious the whole time, yet you made it not enough. Not fancy enough. Or maybe you thought it was too complicated, couldn’t work. Or you just thought surely you need to, I dunno, pretty it up a bit more, make it dance a bit more. Or who knows what you thought! But it WAS in fact there already, the whole time, in the place it’s always been, inside of you, where you just ARE you.

At least that’s how it felt for me. How it is for so many of my clients. Especially the driven ones. We are really good at driving ourselves right out of the path of alignment and flow we in actuality always knew, and then driving ourselves in endless circles of should which we label as some kind of important spiritual quest, before ultimately coming back to a ‘screw it’ moment and just being who we are!

I KNOW ya know that one.

So if you are bored.

And so so tired.

Of trying to make it work.

Maybe it’s because you were never meant to try?

Because maybe you are the person who, when she finally stops CARING, can actually do what she cares about and be who she is, and that?

Was literally heaven-ordained to work.

Go think about it.
Or better yet –

Just go get over it.
ALL of it.
And be that girl.

YEAH YOU KNOW HOW.

Now don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat

PS

Final day to join Original Design? You coming?

It’s a switch flick babe.

But not just that.

It’s an INSTANT HIT REMEMBRANCE.

Of the place where you already knew how.
And then?

You just did.

Let’s go.

https://katrinaruthministries.com/originaldesign