Gorgeous, notes from my journaling today with God, the prophetic answers and insights He gave me, and then a personal little note from me at the end.
Let it be this simple … let it be childlike … let it be that you believe and expect that when you call He WILL answer you, and show you great and mighty things which you do not know!
It’s only what He says and what He promises.
Jeremiah 33:3
If you read yesterday’s missive / blog on DISRUPTION, this is my own personal follow on to that vision.
– Prophetic journaling. Unedited. Yes I get frazzled too, and lately I believe the continual element of that has been because I needed to get to where God takes me HERE!
And do so on repeat need to go to that once more surrender place … we all do.
Side note – the question He asked ME! Woah! That is definitely for both of us!
Okay Lord I tear up the pretty little picture.
I repent for trying to achieve a vision which is of MY making.
For attempting to colour all the pictures in just so, in order to get to an idea of what I think enough looks like.
I repent for seeing myself as anything other than whole in and of YOU, and fully equipped to do / go / be wherever and whatever you say!
Holy Spirit I ask you to show me –
Your plans for me now.
Where you want to take me.
What my daily focus and flow needs to be.
And to POUR that holy gasoline through the back of my throat and light it on fire with you.
In Jesus Name
Amen
—
Lord
what are your plans for me right now?
– To be in the dance and the unfolding. To release the things I give you. Pull through the missives. Carry and BE my Word.
Show me how that looks daily God?
How does it apply to Instagram. Emails. Substack? Books. Podcast. All the things? How do I actually fit it all in and do it without running out of time / going into frazzle mode / YOU know
– Identity. Deciding you do and that I carry you to. Write yourself back into being that person / into it in this now me way for this first time. It’s an identity issue. It will happen when you expect it to. And when you know it must.
OKAY, but like take right now for example. Where I am already starting to flow into what my blog could be. And then I’d write that, send that out. And you and me both know from seemingly continual daily current habits that have me then out of time and also frazzled out right after I do the blog.
– keep flowing. the answer is to keep flowing and expect more flow. let the flow flow to become more flow.
God that feels like a BIG flow if it has to include daily
blog
book
instagram quality content
email marketing
substack
possible podcast depending on day
AND course / client content
how do I produce at this level while staying slowed down to catch your beat?
– you let one thing flow into the NEXT thing. get used to the dance which keeps moving, and know I am the one moving and cause it, leading and directing it, aligning and assigning each step before you even take it. Don’t SEE it as strain. See it as supernaturally imparted, and you just say yes.
Right because YOU know I just end up feeling like I’m dancing to make it HAPPEN. Performance dancing and pulling from my own energy in order to make it happen.
— ^^ and that is your answer. You try and dig into YOU. Rather than expecting it is ME.
Let me ask you a question:
If you fully knew I’d assigned you to all of this, would you also expect me to cause it to be performed?
YES God, I would.
So help me to know that!
– It’s just believing me. Deciding to believe me. And then write speak declaring and decreeing it into being that it IS.
time to write the vision again
make it plain again
write into being who I MADE you to be again
Until you stop questioning whether I really said or showed or gave you … until you reject this lingering doubt that maybe it is just YOU wanting to perform and be …
you will continue to battle and FIGHT to be rather than simply just BREATHE in me
Okay God.
Okay!
So. Where do you want to take me right now? Is there anything else to add?
– I want to take you into the depths of BEING in me.
The place where the flow does just keep on flowing and flowing!
Where the dance is effortless, beautiful, seamless. Wild, an outpouring, an overflow of the fire I DO put in your mouth as I continue to pour my holy gasoline into it!
I want to take you out of YOU.
Let go! Let go! Let go! Let go of the QUESTIONING and simply allow what I have put in you to be!
And what does my daily focus and flow need to be / or how to start it?
– Enter in expectant.
Enter in KNOWING.
Enter in ANTICIPATING.
Enter in like ‘this is what’s happening’.
Enter in as a way of being.
Enter in like you know who you are and whose you are and that you are on assignment and this is it!
Assignment!
Where else do I need to hear something from you Lord / what else would you have my attention drawn to right now or what do I need?
– You have to decide.
You have to decide to trust me. And to free fall into me. None of this, what I’ve given you vision and desire for, can or will happen while you keep trying to figure it out, manage it, work out what is right to aim for and then how to accomplish it all.
You have to decide that this IS just how it is.
LEAP.
Let go.
FALL.
And we will fly.
—
Gorgeous –
THIS is the daily work. I believe the most important work. To get out of YOU and into Him.
Is it frustrating at times? Sure! Of course! In our MINDS. Because the mind, the soul, just wants to be King and also to just get things done! We want to believe we can and we should and we should be able to, and then fear comes in on top of all that to say we have to!
And so?
Refuse to comply.
Don’t negotiate with terrorists!
That’s all.
I trust this spoke to you today as it did me.
Kat x
PS
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It’s time.
For right assignment.
FULL alignment.
And the flow which flows and keeps on flowing to take you to the place HE appointed you for.
YEAHHHH it is so much better than your or my own lil join the dots thing, no matter how pretty we colour it!
Your place here x
