God’s been speaking to me on this one for a while now. You know when you ‘get’ something, nod your head yes to it, absolutely affirm and agree, because YES Lord I gettttttt it, but then He just keeps on comin’ at you with it again? Yeah … I’m pretty one million percent certain that …
SAY THE THING
I’ve made a very good living for 2 decades online now just repeatedly saying the thing. A lot of the time that thing has been self-conscious making, squirmy, caused me to feel silly about who I am or what people think, on occasion even resulted in me hiding the laptop in the fridge for a …
IT’S OKAY TO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE ANYMORE
When you forget who you are and you no longer know how to be, there is a peculiar kind of state which descends which, for a lifelong high performer, is absolutely, mind-bindingly, seemingly disastrously, INFURIATING. Infuriating to a point of ‘this should be illegal’. Infuriating to a point of ‘how on earth did this HAPPEN?’ …
And what if you just did?
What if you just did? What if today were the day you just went “stuff it, I’m done with ALL of that and now? I’m gonna be doing the thing”? ALL of that, of course, being all of the reasons why you can’t, not yet, weren’t able, and besides, what if? The valid ones. And …
A secret about finally being ‘that girl’
Just be the person. My love just be the person today. Just give yourself permission to be the dreamer today. Just realise you were already born to be a daughter today, of the God of the Universe, and that what He’s put inside of you for you to dream of, long for, have a heart …
