We’re not meant to read the Bible like it’s a competition, study theology til we can spout it like a Pharisee, seek after Presence like it’s a place we can win a ticket to or worse still, earn one, and performance in order to reach or carry God is simply, not a thing. And yet we so often …
Why did I stop?
I stopped because it was too hard to keep trying to carry. I stopped because I was so sick, literally, with trying to figure it out. I stopped because I hated always feeling like I SHOULD. I stopped because I don’t wanna show up from performance, and I felt like I was slipping away from …
God is going to cause the unfolding, and the provision bit REALLY doesn’t matter
God is going to cause the unfolding, and the provision bit REALLY doesn’t matter. I love the verse in Isaiah 60, it’s verse 22, which says “I the Lord will hasten it in its time”. God is talking about bringing His people out of darkness and turmoil and into a land where they carry His …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 10: Messy is my most successful vibe
Messy. Raw. Here and there and everywhere. A little bit all over the place and then BAM – ! There she goes. This is the way I flow and have ALWAYS flown (flowed? Flew?) if I’m honest and it’s also my favourite way to be. When I am IN it … in the place where …
12 Days of Christmas Confessions – Day 9: I’ve tried every which way I know to wriggle out of being who you are and I’m sorry to tell you there just ain’t no way
I’ve tried every which way I know to wriggle out of being who you are and I’m sorry to tell you there just ain’t no way. I’ve run out of excuses. There’s just no way around it. I’m reporting for duty again. I’m here to just commit again. I’m here to just show up again. …

