When you forget who you are and you no longer know how to be, there is a peculiar kind of state which descends which, for a lifelong high performer, is absolutely, mind-bindingly, seemingly disastrously, INFURIATING. Infuriating to a point of ‘this should be illegal’. Infuriating to a point of ‘how on earth did this HAPPEN?’ …

What if you just did? What if today were the day you just went “stuff it, I’m done with ALL of that and now? I’m gonna be doing the thing”? ALL of that, of course, being all of the reasons why you can’t, not yet, weren’t able, and besides, what if? The valid ones. And …

Just be the person. My love just be the person today. Just give yourself permission to be the dreamer today. Just realise you were already born to be a daughter today, of the God of the Universe, and that what He’s put inside of you for you to dream of, long for, have a heart …

If you’re tired you might as well say yes to your purpose today tired. If you don’t know how, you might as well be the person who took a step anyway. If you don’t think you can, you might as well just walk forward LIKE somebody who can, and trust that that is on God …

The problem is you’ve been trying to figure out how to leap frog to some big grand version, instead of just doing today’s work today. Stuck in a loop of doing the spiritual equivalent of pushing paper endlessly around your desk all day, and then wondering why you’re so tired from so much doing yet …