“What’s wrong with me?” ^^ I don’t know how many times I’ve asked myself that in the moments between moments where I realise that once again I did NOT do what I promised myself I would do, instead filled my day with a million things which wouldn’t make a difference in a million lifetimes, and …

Here is how it happens. The gradual and certain decline away from purpose, from truth, from destiny, from you. You give in. Just a little bit. Not because you don’t believe you can, but because, well – being realistic. It’s a thing. You adjust. Just a little bit. Not because you don’t want to hold …

What if you just expected more? What if you just expected now? What if you just let go of the shoulds, the buts, and the ‘when I am perfect enough / humble enough / surrendered enough / holy enough / wise enough / not-a-hot-mess-enough then’? Can I tell you? No good thing I have ever …

When it used to work you used to dream. When it used to work and show signs of growing, furthering, BEING, you used to dream. When there was hope vision a certainty that what you could see would SURELY be you used to dream wish wonder WANDER, in your thoughts and breathe Do you feel …

My biggest issue as a creator has always been the deep deep resistance coated sadness around not just doing what I am really here to do. I say resistance coated, because often we just think WE are the problem “I just can’t seem to make myself” “I just procrastinate all the time” “I don’t have …