The message you’re here to share, if you are reading this and it is FOR you, is not one to be whispered quietly behind closed doors, hidden away and kept on the dlow, or let out only in filtered dribs and drabs because some part of you is still waiting to be allowed to fully BE.
This morning I heard God say a half finished line of an old gospel song I remembered from my childhood.a
“Go tell it on the mountain!
Over the hills and everywhere
Go tell it on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born!”
The line God spoke to me was the first one; “go tell it on the mountain”, and I just kept hearing it again and again. If you follow my worship playlist on Spotify you’ll see a couple of renditions of it newly added from today 🙂
As I sat in the magnesium pools at my gym playing the Frank Sinatra version I felt a smile creeping up and right over my whole face. I also loudly said “I will not fear” a few times as Fear Not had been playing earlier and I didn’t realise a guy had jumped in the pool next to me while my eyes were closed and headphones on, so that was a little self conscious making!
Now listen – !
I sense that as His warrior daughters, those who He has called to be ALL in on the frontlines prophesying and also BEING truth, the alight on the hill, the reflection and walking revelation of Christ, He is bringing us into a season of ‘NOW IT’S TIME’.
Specifically,
now it’s time to go to the high place and profess far and wide what you are carrying, and are to release.
He has READIED you for this place, and through your willing surrender, submission, obedience, and genuine day to day inquiry of Holy Spirit to reveal any iniquity in you and cause you to walk in right standing, He has now positioned you there.
Do you feel it?
Is this for you?
You know if it is.
You’ve been through so much already, and it’s felt endless at times. There have been so many moments where you thought the wilderness was over, the stripping off done, and that you’re about to come into smooth waters – the promised land! – only to once again feel as though you know NOTHING, you’re not at all sure which voice or idea is God and which you, and you seem to once again be back in the land of STILL NOT THERE.
At times you’ve not known if the desolate place is one God has brought you into and so you should surrender, trust, HEAR … or if it’s just your own unbelief at play and you’re in an endless dry place of your own making.
Through it all you have repeatedly sought to not strive, push, hustle in your own strength, and you’ve also been careful – to a point of it really just being self-sufficiency and your own understanding – to not be seen as expecting or thinking you ‘have to have’ too much.
I hear God saying you have been faithful, child.
And that you need to remember He is your good good Father; He’s not waiting for or expecting you to get to the bit where you’re perfect and get it right.
That He has watched and ALLOWED you to turn this way and that, left and then right, back to your own and old ways, then back to Him again.
He has allowed you to bit by bit GET there in Him, to that place where ahhhh … all of a sudden you just – know. What you head-knew before, but now it’s dropped in.
Trust, it takes on a new meaning.
Faith, it comes to life.
Provision, being financed by the Kingdom of Heaven, you actually start to believe it and thus also receive it, and you let go of the places you were still making it ‘if I – ‘.
You begin to accept,
your daughtership
as real.
And know,
what that means.
One of the things He showed me was that it was FOR me that He previously told me – in the past 6 months this was – I can do ‘whatever I like’. The question, endless at times, was whether I am meant to be the all in voice and vessel of the Lord ONLY, or whether I do that and also my fiery revolutionary born for more leader / rule-breaker type courses, the ‘Kat stuff’ but obviously God version.
Recently I’ve once agin come back to a deep and impossible to ignore truth which has been revealed in me on repeat the past 2 years, and it is, again – that I just can’t.
I just can’t continue to in any way be who I was. It’s just NOT ‘this and also this’. It is ONLY – voice and vessel of the Lord.
That’s what I want, it’s all I want.
It’s a lens thing, you get that right? Because what I impart, it continues to be for that way-making revolutionary leader and entrepreneur, born to do a thing!
So, what’s the difference?
My outlook.
My how I see myself.
My intention and expectation.
And so much more.
The lens is simply not ‘let’s do that thing, fire up the business, let’s go!’
It’s: voice and vessel of the Lord, and this is what He is having me impart today WHEREVER that may go.
It is so clear to me that I can’t go back, and that I don’t want business PLUS ministry, almost as though I was running along two intertwining tracks and making sure I attend to each.
There is one track.
I have one message.
It is for whoever it is for.
And it’s not about BUILDING something, it’s about BEING, well,
His voice.
So why then,
I wondered,
did you say I could do both if I want God?
And it hit me:
He gave me the choice so I could get there myself.
He told me straight up that He was fine with me choosing to keep carrying my old fire, and I could create and sell whatever I like.
At the time I took this as – He’s got me no matter what, and He is WITH me no matter what! Awesome! Which was and is true.
But there is a difference between God’s permissive will for our lives,
and His perfect.
For me, the way I have come into recognition of His perfect perfect will, the placed where I have and AM in grace upon grace, where every move I make and breath I take is supernaturally orchestrated and I SEE it, is …
Unwittingly, I kept on seeing if I could somehow carry both, and I kept on seeking through my own understanding.
‘Til eventually … slowly … breath by breath …
I just no longer wanted
anything other than only
exactly
Him
Specifically,
relevant to messaging
what I carry
lead or teach on
coach or guide on
impart
and SEE,
I realised that I just don’t … can’t … have no interest … in everything I once fought so hard to be.
Which in fact makes perfect sense.
Since that always slightly misfit, and slightly wore me out, and I VERY much only ever really wanted to talk about what ultimately became my truest work, which was always,
identity and being with what actually IS.
God has a specific ‘go tell it on the mountain’ message for each of us, you know?
Mine is always some version of seeing and calling you forth into right being. Which is and only can be in Him.
Everything else flows from there and that is also how I teach it.
What’s yours?
And I guess the question is –
have you yet surrendered trying to still make it about something else?
Or would you like to today?
If so,
I believe you are who this message is for.
God is lifting up His daughters who have been through the fire, the training, the equipping, the putting down and the learning to pick up and wield.
He is calling His EMBOLDENED and fully dependant on His grace daughters to speak from the highest places, across mountain TO mountain, and over nations and lands.
The practical of this is … whatever. It will be revealed.
The spiritual of it is … agreement.
Recognition, that the equipping and surrender is never done on this earth.
And acceptance of what IS done.
I’ll leave you with this –
I had a vision yesterday.
Of identity as though it were an outfit.
Not a form fitting outfit but a big bulky one, that you have to cumbersomely step into or out of, like a robot outfit or anything quite fixed and bulky.
Except you didn’t realise you’d been in that, wearing that, carrying it.
And then all of a sudden,
you did.
A and so with a BIG lift of each leg one by one
you stepped out
all of a sudden realising,
THERE’S A WHOLE ‘NOTHER WORLD AROUND YOU, AND YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY WALLED IN IN BEING ONLY THAT YOU!
Can I ask you something?
What would your perspective be right now if you were looking from outside of what you’ve built yourself into being?
Gorgeous,
this is not about condemnation of what you did or who you were. It absolutely may have been exactly freaking perfect at the time.
Question is,
is it freedom NOW?
So what this is about?
What do you see for you,
when you look only in the place,
where He is?
Now don’t forget –
Life is NOw. Press Play.
Kat
PS
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